Damn!?

I've been trying to be someone I am not!
I wished, once, to the stars... I wished to the moon if they could give me a sign or anything that would help me to find myself.
On the day after that, I woke up and thought it was all done! I looked to a guy and felt something, I really did! And it wasn't just one. Actually, I felt something for all the pretty ones that I saw in that day. When I thought it was it, I woke up on the next day and, at the end of this last, I felt something for a girl... I didn't know what, exactly, but I did!
Damn! It mixed my head!

Today, on the bus, coming home, I saw a girl... she was really cute and I almost hugged her. But what if it was just a hug? I mean, would I enjoy being with her?
Sometimes I think I'm in this terrible doubt only because I've been "seeding" some thoughs in my mind.

Oh, damn! I don't know...