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And I spend all my time hoping someone will come for me.
I search everywhere... there's nobody.
I'm all alone... all by myself.

Once I saw those two, just spending time together. For a very long moment, I wished that for me, in my life.
Once I talked with someone. And she said things that could have shocked me. But they didn't. It's becoming normal to me. At least, in my mind it is.