And then, they've returned

Oh, there are things in life that we are not able to understand.
In the past days (some of them), I thought I was "free" of some feelings.
I've watched a program after mid-night... well, I had an experience that day... For some weird reason, I stopped, suddenly, to like it. And I thought "Oh, ok! This has happened like a million times..." But I was wrong. That time was different. This will possessed me... at all!
I looked to the TV, and there was a show. I watched that. And it happened! For the very first time, it did happen! I just thought "Oh my! So, I'm not!?" I got happy for a moment. But, by the same way it has come, just went away.
I've tried to do like nothing in the days after that. Ok, I did it. I actually had like three days free of it! But my will was stronger then I. And it came back. I've looked at a picture and DONE! It was in the skies! And I felt a heat just growing and growing on me. I couldn't resist! I did it...

Today, I found a picture... "he wasn't wearing it..." It was hot...